Author: Nicola Haken
Genre: M/M Romance
Publication Date: September 29th 2014 (first published August 2014)
Plot: You met Ryder Richardson in Being Sawyer Knight. Now, this is his story.
I’ve done it. I’ve stuck a whopping two fingers up at my parents, I’ve made a name for myself as one of the world’s biggest porn stars and I’ve finally found a family I belong in.
Life is amazing. I get paid to do all my favourite things. Fuck. Party. Travel the world. What’s not to love?
And then he comes along. Mason George – Back Door Studio’s newest exclusive model and the guy who has the potential to either fuck it all up, or take me on the best ride of my life.
~ Ryder
I’m desperate. I’ve got nothing and nobody left. Entering the daunting world of adult entertainment is less of a dream and more of a necessity. Signing as Back Door Studio’s latest model has the ability to either ruin or make me, but I made a vow at my first audition never to let myself regret it.
I continue to question myself each day, but no amount of whats, whys or what ifs will change where I am or where I’m heading. Am I strong enough to do this? To embrace it? To enjoy it? I have no idea.
The only thing I’m certain of, is that if anyone can teach me who I’m supposed to be, it’s Ryder Richardson.
~ Mason
“Because the most exciting things in life always happen via the back door”
(M/M erotic romance. Not suitable for under 18's due to language and explicit sexual situations. *Trigger warning* This book contains scenes of self harm which may act as a trigger for people experiencing similar issues.)
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☆✮ Excerpt ✮☆
“Perfect! You’re getting into the spirit faster than I thought you
would.”
“Why’d you say that?”
“I just get the feeling this isn’t your first choice sometimes. The porn
I mean.”
Mason’s eyebrows furrowed, his eyes narrowing as he contemplated my
words.
“Maybe it’s not. But I chose this,
and as with every other job I’ve ever had I will give it my everything. To say
I’m doing this because I’ve no other choice, like I’m being forced into it or
only doing it because I’m desperate is disrespectful to both the industry and
to me.”
“Hey, that’s not what I meant,” I said genuinely, worried I’d offended
him.
“Oh I know you didn’t. I just wanted to put it out there, that’s all. I
don’t know many people, but of those I do I know they’ll judge me for this when
they find out. Too many people assume going into this industry means we’re
either damaged, desperate or fucking whores who deserve to be seen as nothing
more than a walking fuck hole.”
“Well fuck ‘em. Anyone who doesn’t see you for who you are isn’t worth
knowing. We’re all in it for different reasons, and those reasons are no one
else’s goddamn business. It’s just a job. A fucking great job, but still a job nonetheless.”
“You really think it’s a great job?”
“Sure I do! I love sex, and I get to fuck hot guys for a living. Who
wouldn’t love that?”
“But it’s different, no? I know I’ve only done one scene, but it’s a
whole different ballgame than when you’re intimate with someone.”
“I don’t do intimacy, so I wouldn’t know.”
“So, you’ve never had a relationship?”
“No. Not something I’m looking for.”
“You don’t think it’d work? Being in porn?”
“It’s got nothing to do with the porn. A few of the guys are in
relationships. Gio’s been with his guy almost a year and they’re still going
strong. It’s just not something I want, regardless of the career I’ve chosen.”
“You must get lonely though. We all do. Don’t you hope to find someone
you can just… I don’t know, share things with one day? Be there for you?”
“No,” I said curtly, hoping my tone would be enough to stop him probing
further.
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☆✮ About the Author ✮☆
I live in Rochdale, England with my wonderful family and when I'm not playing with my imaginary friends I can usually be found looking after my four adorable (sometimes!) children (six if you include the dogs, seven if you include the hubby!) or studying towards my English Literature degree.
All in all I'm just an ordinary mum with an addiction to reading about hot book guys, writing about hot book guys and Pepsi Max! Oh, and if my kids ever ask... I moonlight as the Pink Power Ranger ;-)
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