Author: Scott King
Publication Date: February 14, 2015
Plot: Twenty-four-year-old Summer Johnson knows two things. The first is that due to an incurable and worsening medical condition, she faces a risky surgery in three months’ time that may very well end in her death. The second is that she would like to fall in love before then.
As spring sinks into her namesake season on the Florida coast, Summer decides to play the odds and download a new dating app – and after one intriguing message from a beautiful surfer named Cooper Nichols, it becomes clear that the story of what may be her last few months under the sun is about to be completely revised. All she has to do now is write something worth reading.
Tender, honest, devastating and triumphant, The Summer Remains explores a very human battle being waged in a very digital age: the search for a love that will remain beyond this temporary borrowing of bones. In an era when many feel compelled to share and re-share anything about everything, prepare to feel a love so special, you will want to hug it close and make it yours forever.
☆✮ My Review ✮☆
☆ I received an ARC via Southern Belle PR in exchange for an honest review. Thank you! ! ☆
The Summer Remains was an emotionally charged read that left me speechless and in tears.
I’m normally not one of those sentimental and emotional people when it comes to books, but this one really touched me.
Author Seth King is a definite force to be reckoned with, as he is able to pull your heart apart by the seams and put it back together in a bittersweet fashion!!
I loved this story as I was reminded of our precious moments in this life and not taking anything for granted. Summer and Cooper’s story astounded me with its portrayal how in one blink of an eye, everything can change or be taken away!! Such a strong yet delicate testament of growing pains and undying friendship and true love!
I seriously recommend this gem of a read as it brought forth a lot of hidden aggression and nostalgia for me and made me re-think and analyze things from a different perspective.
You see...Three years ago, I had lost my little brother. If he were alive today, he would be 19 years old and was unexpectedly taken away from my family and myself. Although I miss him everyday and still get teary eyed over his absence, his memories will forever prevail in my and the rest of my family’s hearts.
The Summers Remains was definitely an epiphany for me as it allowed me to heal and cope with my personal loss and revel in life’s defining moments and its utter heartbreaks, lessons, and wreckage.
Thank you Scott! I look forward to more reading ventures from you in the future!
The Summer Remains was an emotionally charged read that left me speechless and in tears.
I’m normally not one of those sentimental and emotional people when it comes to books, but this one really touched me.
Author Seth King is a definite force to be reckoned with, as he is able to pull your heart apart by the seams and put it back together in a bittersweet fashion!!
I loved this story as I was reminded of our precious moments in this life and not taking anything for granted. Summer and Cooper’s story astounded me with its portrayal how in one blink of an eye, everything can change or be taken away!! Such a strong yet delicate testament of growing pains and undying friendship and true love!
I seriously recommend this gem of a read as it brought forth a lot of hidden aggression and nostalgia for me and made me re-think and analyze things from a different perspective.
You see...Three years ago, I had lost my little brother. If he were alive today, he would be 19 years old and was unexpectedly taken away from my family and myself. Although I miss him everyday and still get teary eyed over his absence, his memories will forever prevail in my and the rest of my family’s hearts.
The Summers Remains was definitely an epiphany for me as it allowed me to heal and cope with my personal loss and revel in life’s defining moments and its utter heartbreaks, lessons, and wreckage.
"Dying was easy, but living was the most challenging adventure of all."
Thank you Scott! I look forward to more reading ventures from you in the future!
My Rating:
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☆✮ Excerpt ✮☆
Chapter 1
On a sunny Tuesday morning towards the end of March, a
white-haired man walked into a cold room and told me I might die soon.
I fidgeted on the hospital bed as Dr. Steinberg entered, the
late-spring sunlight mocking me as smiled onto the industrial tile floors. I’d
known Steinberg since I was four. He’d handled almost all of my throat
problems, and I trusted him. He was like a second father to me, and I knew he
would always tell me the truth.
That’s why the look on his face scared the living shit out
of me.
I listened for the next ten minutes as he gave me the gist
of the story. It was all so surreal that my mind could only catch certain
phrases before the sentence would run away from me again:
Your esophagus has ruptured again, for good this time…
Your stomach is leaking more and more…
Toxicity levels are through the roof…
Your body just isn’t getting the nutrients it needs from your
feeding tube any longer…
And finally, terminal.
“Terminal?” I heard myself squeak, my throat filling up with
that weird, shivery feeling you get when you know your life has just changed.
Steinberg suddenly became very interested in a fraying string on the sleeve of
his jacket.
“T-terminal,” he stuttered. “Summer, the thing is…I’m afraid
this is a…well, nobody has ever…”
He finally cleared his throat and met my gaze, tears pooling
in the corners of his cerulean eyes. “Sweetheart, I am so sorry to tell you
this, but this mountain may be unclimbable for you.”
My mother let out a small, sharp sob in the corner and then
clapped her hands over her mouth.
“Okay, unclimbable,” I swallowed, staring down at the floor
as I tried to grasp just what that word now meant to me and my family and this
weird little life I had created for myself.
“Okay. Unclimbable. Okay.”
But Steinberg wasn’t done yet.
“Hold on. I said it may be unclimbable, not that it
definitely will be. I want to prepare you, and I don’t want to give you any
false hope, but there may be something we can do, Summer. It’s a small chance,
but still, it’s a chance. A Hail Mary, if you will.”
I reached up to rub my temples. “Okay, well, survival sounds
good. Better than death, I suppose. What is this Hail Mary?”
Steinberg crossed his arms, studied me for a moment, and
then took out a chart and launched into a spiel about something called the
Porter-Collins Procedure, an extremely major surgery that would perhaps be
saving my life in three months’ time.
“Nobody has ever survived this particular operation,” he
concluded a few minutes later, skipping all the medical jargon to keep from
boring you to death, pardon my pun. “Nobody. It’s been attempted three times,
but none of those were ultimately successful. One person survived for three
months in intensive care, but she was fifty-one, and in frail health in
general. We think you’re a much more viable candidate, but then again, there is
no way to be sure. We can do it in two, maybe three months, after I assemble
the specialists and create a game plan – considering your health doesn’t take
another nosedive before then, that is. If we’re going to try this, we need you
in tip-top shape – or as close to that as we can get you, anyway.”
“Okay,” I said again, sitting a little taller. “And what are
the chances that this Hail Mary will even work, and that I won’t just die a few
days later, anyway?”
He peered down at me from over his glasses. “I’m afraid to
say that it would be stretching things to even tell you eighty/twenty.”
I steeled myself and took a breath. “Okay, well, that’s
better than a hundred to zero. Let’s go out with a bang, then, Steinberg. Let’s
do this.”
He threw up a fist, triumphant, but I could see the fear in
his eyes. “It’s settled, then. Hail Mary it is.”
My mom rushed over to sit beside me and kind of hang onto my
shoulder as some counselor woman came in who helped families handle these types
of situations – “transitions,” she called them, and just hearing that word
threatened to pull me under. Dr. Steinberg watched, an apology on his face, as
she said things like “preparations” and “options” and “arrangements.” I tried
to be polite and pay attention, but truthfully I didn’t give a damn about what
she was saying. It was go time, and things were looking grim. I already knew
that. The wet, metallic panic erupting in my stomach was due to an entirely
different subject.
“And finally,” the counselor, Angie, said in a hushed,
clipped, polite voice that spoke of years of having impossible conversations
with worried families huddled in chilly waiting rooms, “I work very closely
with Last Great Hope, a wonderful organization that specializes in situations
like this, and if there is anything you want before the surgery, Summer – a
trip to Tahiti, a cabin in the mountains, whatever – we can do it. Or if-”
“Thanks, but no thanks,” I said, making her stop short.
“Wh – excuse me?”
“Save the Disney trips for the twelve-year-olds,” I told
her. “Spend all that money on a cancer kid or something; I know the truth about
those fairy tales now. Make someone else happy – I’ve got everything I need. Or
almost everything.” I paused as everyone leaned in. “I do have one request,
actually. First of all, all of you are forgetting something vital.”
“Oh no, did we forget your milk?” my mom asked as she
reached for her purse. “I thought I put some-”
“No, Shelly, we did not forget the baby milk I pump into my
stomach tube every day to keep myself alive because my throat doesn’t work, but
that does have something to do with it.”
As she pouted in my general direction I realized what a
complete bitch I was being, and then I realized just as quickly that I probably
wouldn’t be able to stop myself anyway.
“What is it, then?” my mom asked, stung, and I took a breath
and then pushed it back out.
“Frankly, I need all of you to chill the fuck out.”
My mom dropped her purse onto her lap. Dr. Steinberg looked
at me like I’d just tried to jump out of the third story window. Angie held her
pen in midair and stared at me, the sun turning her brownish eyes ocher.
“Excuse me, young lady?” my mother asked. “We need to what?”
“Chill the eff out,” I said, editing my language the second
time around. “Sorry, but all this emotion and drama and doom and gloom crap is
already making me freak out. You’re all forgetting I’ve had a broken throat and
a tube in my abdomen since I was in diapers, and that I can handle this. I’ve
dealt with health scares before, and I will do it again, no matter how much
scarier this Scare is than all the other Scares. Like, I know you’re trying to
help and stuff, and I love you, but having meltdowns in front of me is not
going to help me deal with all this, so please, I beg you, everyone take a deep
breath, close your eyes, and get your panties out of a bunch.”
“We’re sorry,” my mom said after an impossibly long and
awkward moment. “It’s just that we need to prepare you for…for what will
happen, and-”
“Prepare me to die?” I asked. “Guess what, Shelly, I’m going
to die one day, be it in three months or sixty years, and wasting all my time crying
over it isn’t going to help. Here’s what I want, my one last wish – or my
maybe-not-last wish, or whatever the hell this is.” A tear appeared in my mom’s
eye, and I softened my voice as I reached up to wipe her cheek. “Okay. Before
the surgery, I want to have a normal summer by the beach,” I began as I cleared
her eye and shook the water from my finger. “I want to go to the sea and go to
work and read my books and go about my business like usual without everyone
breathing down my neck and treating me like A Broken Person, because if I am
treated like A Broken Person for one more month of my life I will break some
faces, no offense. Shelly, if you so much as make one special meal – I mean,
not that I can eat or anything, because I can’t – anyway, I’m burning down the
house. There will literally be a pile of smoldering ashes where your kitchen
used to be, I promise.” Shelly pouted again, but I trudged through. “I’m
serious, no special treatment. No Christmases in July, no excessive hugging,
not even a midnight run to Target for some trinkets from the dollar section.
And most of all…”
I looked around and, seeing sympathy in everyone’s eyes and
knowing this request would be completely futile, said – “No sympathy. Please.
The sympathy is what breaks me and makes me feel broken. If this is gonna be my
last chance to live and have fun and be normal, then I’m going to need to feel
as normal as possible, and that means absolutely no pity, because that
separates me from everyone else and makes me Different with a capital D. And if
I don’t stay in a good headspace I’m gonna spend the next three months in a
fetal position in my closet having an endless anxiety attack about the surgery,
so please work with me here and keep the pity locked up.”
A sigh and a smile. Shelly put her hand on mine. “I would
never pity you, Summer. You’re the strongest person I know, and you always have
been. You know that. We all know that. That’s not what this is about.”
I tried to smile back. “Thanks, Shelly.”
“Anytime. And can you please call me Mom, like a normal
twenty-four-year-old?”
“Not a chance, Shelly.”
“Okay, fine. So, then…a Jax Beach summer? Is that really all
you want?”
I paused as her words hung in the overly sanitized air. It
wasn’t all, and I knew it. As I sat there I thought of the one thing I didn’t
have, the one thing I’d never had, the one thing that screamed at me from the
silence and jumped out at me from the shadows – and now that this upcoming
summer had perhaps just become Summer’s Last Stand, my desire was suddenly more
urgent than ever. I knew I wouldn’t be able to stop the longing from rising to
my face, and as I felt the blood burn my cheeks I caught Steinberg’s eyes
again, which just embarrassed me even more.
“Well, I mean, since you’re asking, there is one thing…”
“Anything!” Shelly and Dr. Steinberg said at exactly the
same time, and I stared out of the window as my eyes got all weird and watery.
“Okay, well, I know something so sentimental is going to
sound crazy coming from someone so…well, you know how I am…”
“Honest?” Steinberg offered, trying to be polite.
“Opinionated?” Shelly said.
“Brash?” Angie asked, even though she’d just met me ten
minutes ago and it was literally beyond embarrassing that she already held that
opinion of me.
“Headstrong and stubborn and annoying,” I finally said,
shoving it out of the way, and they all nodded. “Anyway, here goes. Since
you’re asking, the thing is…well, I’d like to fall in love.”
I looked down at the ground again as everyone in the room
broke my most important rule already: I could feel their pity descending on me,
smothering me just like it had my entire life, snuffing out any chance I had at
being treated like a normal, living, breathing human, who deserved to love and
be loved just like anyone else, as they say in the Hallmark cards.
“Oh, honey…” Steinberg sighed.
“It just wouldn’t be fair to someone…” my mother chimed in,
just as Angie the counselor lady threw in her two cents, too.
“Sweetie, you have to understand, your situation is very
serious. People get irrational during times like these, and if you get involved
with someone and the worst happened, well-”
I crossed my fingers behind my back and shook my head. I’d
known they’d react like this – why had I even tried in the first place? Some
things, I knew, were just better left unshared.
“Yeah,” I said. “Okay, yeah, you guys are right. I’ll try
to…put that off, I guess. For now. God knows I have tons of time to think about
it – it’s not like I’m dying or anything.”
Everyone forced quick, fake laughs and then got back to
business. Unbeknownst to them, however, my mind was quickly leaving the room,
flying past the barren oak branches outside the window and soaring above the
clouds to someplace only I knew. My desires could not be contained by the
circumstances in this room, or by sickness, or even by reality in general,
really. I wanted love more than anything – this was true, as much as it
humiliated me to admit it. I’d wanted love ever since I was a cookie-cutter
little girl being brainwashed by cookie-cutter Disney movies about
cookie-cutter princes and princesses falling into cookie-cutter love and then
prancing off to their cookie-cutter castles to live out their cookie-cutter
lives. And strangely enough, this desire had only deepened after the fairy tale
fantasies faded away and melted into a more grown up, real-world entity known
as relationship FOMO, when my condition had rendered me an observer from the
social media sidelines as everyone my age paired up and got engaged and married
and pregnant and then shouted about it from the Facebook treetops as loud as
their keyboards would let them while I sat there single as a nun with the flu.
But I didn’t want that cookie cutter love from the Disney movies and my social
media feeds. I didn’t want some run of the mill summer romance that would
fizzle out as soon as the sunrays slanted in the fall and the Facebook Official
status went to shit.
Because I, Summer Johnson, Purveyor of Pragmatism, Lover of
Logic, Ultimate Believer in the Rational, and Person Who Was Maybe Going To Die
Soon, wanted to drown in someone.
☆✮ About the Author ✮☆
Seth King is a 25-year-old American author whose first book, The Goode Fight, became a quick bestseller and was dubbed "near genius" by a prominent review website. He enjoys reading, boating, traveling, playing the piano, and spending time with his family.
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